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Planning... to save a Sem!!??

We are less than a week away from our supposedly dreaded 'test-1'… n i have no clue even about what the syllabus is, in each course… There's 'Theory of Relativity', of which i'm able to make no head or tail.. then there's 'Electrical Sciences', which totally "transformed" my plans for this sem… then…SPM.. muP.. POM… MT.. C&S………

There are loads and loads of other stuff too…

Relativity… Emacs…. C++… Python… Table Tennis… learning a bit of Music… picking up practical electronic skills… reading a few books…(quite a few actually..).. and so on…. [not to forget.. attending classes… doing a bit of course related work…]. The list seems only to be growing everyday…

There's nothing that I've crossed out yet.. there's not one thing that's done to perfection…[with a third of the sem already through!!] {I already get the feeling.. its "Another sem down the drain"}

But didn't I begin this sem with plans to "rock" it?? Wasn't I supposed to attend all the classes that I possible can?? What's it that I've been doing for the past 5-6 weeks?

I don't know!! I really can't pinpoint what's been achieved in the past one month or so… [other than of course quite a considerable amount of sleep…….]

Why are things so horribly out of place?? What's to be done.. to get on track asap.. I wonder… What should my priorities be? Why am I being overwhelmed by the things I got to do?

I realise this time of my life is as precious as any other… (probably more…) and i need to make the most of it…. but what is that "most"?? [It's definitely not sleep!]

I wish to put together,
all my time, energy and matter
to do a job, little
that will ob'ly be infinitesimal
It wouldn't make me a hero
but shouldn't amount to zero…

to me, something tangible
definitely seems possible
because nothing is impossible
if there is the quantum of struggle…

but it must come
before I get back home
needn't create an uproar
but before the end of semsester four

[Don't mistake this for a poem… for it is not!! Its just some scribbling of mine.. which will keep me alive if at the end of this sem… there's nothing other than this.. which is tangible… something concrete.. something "see"able]

Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, "Where have I gone wrong?" Then a voice inside says to me, "This is going to take more than one night." – Charles M. Schulz

Little Things.
Little drops of water,
Little grains of sand,
Make the mighty ocean
And the pleasant land.
Thus the little minutes,
Humble though they be,
Make the mighty ages
Of eternity.
– Ebenezer Cobham Brewer.

Awe[ful] @ Science !!?!??!

I was at the B.M Birla Science Musuem yesterday… it was calm with no one in there.. the only people i could see were the sweepers and cleaners.. the place was dull and lifeless… I dint like it.. but slowly.. as the afternoon progressed.. people started coming in and by 5 in the evening.. there were quite a few in. The museum seemed to have sprung to life suddenly… there was a lot of action all around with people enjoying in ( and trying to understand) the wonderful world of science….

A lot of kids had come along with their parents… to dive into the world of science… they were enjoying it… the parents also turned into kids and were having great fun… it was a great sight… the parents tried their best to demistify the happenings… those with a science background did it from thier knowledge.. the others patiently went through the explanations…

The kids were thoroughly enjoying it… I don't know if they would later on in life remember what they learnt now… but definitely a love for science and physics will be ignited in their hearts, it will fill their consciousness… the spirit of curiosity will have multiplied manifold… even the elders..connected with the child somewhere deep within themselves… they too enjoyed the wonders of the world of science…[and ofcourse the company and thrill in the eyes of their kids..] I too enjoyed the experience… the experiments and the thrill of the others brought a smile to my face too…. but it set me thinking…

If science can inspire so much awe.. what's happening at our engineering colleges? When people have the chance to learn a whole lot of science and put it to practical use… why isn't it that they are excited about it? Why is it that people just endup mugging a few formulae just before exams and get over with it? Where's the problem? Where is that curiosity, all of us had as a child, lost?

I can recollect, in the last sem while doing experiments in the MT lab there wasn't even a tenth of the awe or joy… that i could see and feel at the museum… why?? Is it that the child within us.. [the future engineers] dead? { If that's true.. then the country is in deep trouble..} But I don't think that's true… I enjoyed my visit to the museum totally…and I am sure every other 'to be engineer' would have too.. then where's the trouble?

I don't know exactly… but I wonder if its because everything is equated to marks and grades… all that matters to an engineering student [and the world around him/her..] is his/her CG or %age… Is this what the country needs? Were the 'temples of Learning'- the IIT's and a whole lot of other technical institutions set-up for this very pupose? Of what use are those engineers to the country, who aren't in awe of science and engineering, whose spirit of curiosity has been overpowered and suppressed by the present education system?

Isn't it time we have a closer look at our education system… why are we still sticking to the 'British sytem' introduced during a colonial rule.. to break the back bone of our nation… to supress our ability to think rationally.. to produce third rate clerks to work for them at lower wages? Why is the emphasis on marks and grades growing exponentially? Shouldn't we start working to cut this growth at its root? Is this sytem good enough to produce "real" engineers, doctors, lawyers, journos, CA's, architects, designers, writers, artists etc etc..

Where have all the gurukuls of the ancient past and the Santiniketans of the recent past gone? Isn't the country in desparate need of more of these 'temples of learning'??

The highest education is that which does not merely give us information but makes our life in harmony with all existence. – Rabindranath Tagore

Science is a wonderful thing if one does not have to earn one's living at it –Albert Einstein